ya Allah kuatkanlah..
karena aku percaya, dia yang terbaik buatku..
amin amin
ayo doong telpon! :(
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Datang dan Kembali
telah datang cinta yang pernah pergi dari hidupku
oh di saatku sedang sendiri
menunggu hadirnya pendampingku
reff:
cinta yang hilang
cinta yang kembali
ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
kan ku buka sepenuh hati
cinta yang hilang
datang dan kembali
ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
kan ku buka sepenuh hati
masih ada perasaan
dari cinta masa lalu
kini kita saling sendiri
kini kita bertemu lagi
repeat reff
kau datang dan kembali kepadaku
repeat reff [2x]
(cinta yang hilang, cinta yang kembali)
ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
kan ku buka sepenuh hati
datang dan kembali yeah
(datang dan kembali)
menunggu hadirnya pendampingku
reff:
cinta yang hilang
cinta yang kembali
ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
kan ku buka sepenuh hati
cinta yang hilang
datang dan kembali
ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
kan ku buka sepenuh hati
masih ada perasaan
dari cinta masa lalu
kini kita saling sendiri
kini kita bertemu lagi
repeat reff
kau datang dan kembali kepadaku
repeat reff [2x]
(cinta yang hilang, cinta yang kembali)
ketuk pintu hati yang sepi
kan ku buka sepenuh hati
datang dan kembali yeah
(datang dan kembali)
#by: Vidi Aldiano#
hhaha..
hhihihi..
:")
do sorry for my ababil guys... just remembering sumtin that crazily drive me HAHA :D nguuuuung.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Boleh ‘kan postingan ini tanpa judul?
A few minutes ago I thought to open the PC, wanna install Twhirl on my laptop which was re-installed yesterday that made –unfortunately- ALL of the applications disappeared. Yeah. There's a master for that app on the PC, not if you got really lazy to download again.
With a passionate desire I plug the power cord into the wall-outlet then. While squatting I put flashdisk to move the master. Krik ... krik... I wait for the PC sound to work. Still squatting, I just realized if I had not pressed the button to turn on the PC.
Simple but very. Very stupid. Looks like “my disease” relapses, the disease of NOT FOCUS. Lately, I often do daydreaming which usually makes me feel unsteady ... like a ship on the ocean storm, haha. Sometimes I can roar with laughter, smile while rolling crazily and hug Mbammbam .. but I often suddenly-spontaneously want to bite people also (which I subsequently did in Mbammbam, anymore), banging my head against the wall (another crazy thing) or yaa ... crying, silently.
About a week or so I have to go to Jakarta. INDUSTRIAL ENGINEERING UNIVERSITY OF INDONESIA, my MAIN dream for a future that I have planned carefully from about 1.5 years ago. I was lucky to get there with a “relatively” easy path. Sorry, but it’s not easy for me frankly. I briefly explained that I was praying day and night to make my parents happy with this line while waiting for my PPKB announcement. And I am lucky to be accepted. I should be grateful, right?
I am very grateful surely. But I was not ready. Oh no ... had not ready yet...
Okelah saya tahu tujuan saya ke sana adalah untuk belajar dan membahagiakan orang tua. Dari dulu saya tahu kalau universitas tujuan saya itu lokasinya di Jakarta, dan saya pernah ke sana bukan hanya untuk sekali dua kali, walau saya belum hafal mana-mananya ibukota.
Nah, karena belum tahu mana-mana jadinya asing. huks...
During the next year I'll be living in dormitory. And once again, luckily Lebaran for this year would be celebrated in September, so I still could return to Magelang after a month trial of living there. I'll be living with new people in a dormitory. huuumm ... once again I wanna cry remembering the first time I saw my future room that will be occupied. I used to lived in a messy at home... not folded blanket, loose bedding from the mattress, so many books scattered .... but not for this atmosphere. GROSS. Lots of dust. I'm allergic to dust, every sweeping and tidying up ... ummm .. I do not hyperbole, but I could have sneezed for more than 20 times. And same sense of wonder for my sisters who had ever stopped in that room ... emang dindingnya dicakarin apa digetok-getok palu mulu yaa sampe pada retak-retak kayak gt? Huhuhu.... rasanya pengen cepet-cepet bikin tuh kamar jadi home sweet home setelah sampe Depok... wall repainted by poppy color plus a large polkadot accents, attached by wallpaper, bed linen with Disney motifs or soft colors, two colors of curtain, colorful cushions on the floor so that I could roll as much as I like, afro doormats ...
But I was only able to go to around July 29th, almost evening from Magelang. Arrived in Depok at 30th. I just bought the rice cooker, garbage disposal, heater, small blankets, and the otheeeers ... I can buy them just after I am there. Enough time? There's still date of 31st, but well, enough time? Tanggal itu pun masih ada acara P3A yang PASTI harus saya ikuti kalau saya sudah sampai di asrama, and that's not including the penalty because I play hooky from the maximum time for not joining the activities, eventhough I have rational reason lho yaa. FYI, start from August 1st, I have to STOP my sleeping beauty habit because it’s the starting time to have latihan PADUS and don’t know until what time the activity is would be completed.
Dunno. Entahlah.
May all the inhabitants of rooms on the 1st floor ... even on all floors of F1-girl dormitory are women who are kind, helpful, not arrogant and saving diligently *rajin menabung maksudnya*. Hopefully the situation can be conducive for learning ... for developing ourselves ...making friends ... communicating ... having organization ... being ourselves and giving influences with good things not only in perspective but as a general * we'll know friends *...
Hopefully I'm ready to live in Jakarta... first time living away from parents and people who were so close so far.
Wanna cry anymore.
I still do not want that my arrival in Depok later would make me lost my mother scolding or commands for task typing from my father. There are phones that can link voices from Magelang to Depok and email that I can use to send the task. But I know, I would not have so many times as usual when I meet Chaty, Annis, Ammy, Kaka, Mami Siwi, Arlin, Audra, all my friends in Magelang and him ...
and maybe you ...
I know this is a selfish, but would you be going to miss me?
I'll miss Chaty, Annis, Ammy, Kaka, Mami Siwi, Arlin, Audra, all my friends in Magelang and him ... someone with Agung as a middle name ... Saputra last name ... and first name, Rizky. I stated again, this may be selfish ... but I'm not willing, if it’s not so.
Sorry for every mistake I did since we have met .. but, actually .. love u pretty sure :)
u are my precious... +rere :3
And for the one ... my only one .. I'll try not to think that it was heavy. We have goals and we're already on that road, and until now we were still together. We will continue to be with, well ... I would always miss when we could meet later, because we should support each other ... because we should believe in our commitment ... because we are definitely coming back and realizing all the dreams we always design in almost every our day and day... because I can not forget it and ... because I love you.
:)
I'm sure that u still remember this... and how its taste! :)
Boleh ‘kan postingan ini tanpa judul?
With a passionate desire I plug the power cord into the wall-outlet then. While squatting I put flashdisk to move the master. Krik ... krik... I wait for the PC sound to work. Still squatting, I just realized if I had not pressed the button to turn on the PC.
Simple but very. Very stupid. Looks like “my disease” relapses, the disease of NOT FOCUS. Lately, I often do daydreaming which usually makes me feel unsteady ... like a ship on the ocean storm, haha. Sometimes I can roar with laughter, smile while rolling crazily and hug Mbammbam .. but I often suddenly-spontaneously want to bite people also (which I subsequently did in Mbammbam, anymore), banging my head against the wall (another crazy thing) or yaa ... crying, silently.
Let me know u. ... this is MBAM MBAM
One of my most loyal partners with all of my current good-bad sleep :)
About a week or so I have to go to Jakarta. INDUSTRIAL ENGINEERING UNIVERSITY OF INDONESIA, my MAIN dream for a future that I have planned carefully from about 1.5 years ago. I was lucky to get there with a “relatively” easy path. Sorry, but it’s not easy for me frankly. I briefly explained that I was praying day and night to make my parents happy with this line while waiting for my PPKB announcement. And I am lucky to be accepted. I should be grateful, right?
I am very grateful surely. But I was not ready. Oh no ... had not ready yet...
Okelah saya tahu tujuan saya ke sana adalah untuk belajar dan membahagiakan orang tua. Dari dulu saya tahu kalau universitas tujuan saya itu lokasinya di Jakarta, dan saya pernah ke sana bukan hanya untuk sekali dua kali, walau saya belum hafal mana-mananya ibukota.
Nah, karena belum tahu mana-mana jadinya asing. huks...
During the next year I'll be living in dormitory. And once again, luckily Lebaran for this year would be celebrated in September, so I still could return to Magelang after a month trial of living there. I'll be living with new people in a dormitory. huuumm ... once again I wanna cry remembering the first time I saw my future room that will be occupied. I used to lived in a messy at home... not folded blanket, loose bedding from the mattress, so many books scattered .... but not for this atmosphere. GROSS. Lots of dust. I'm allergic to dust, every sweeping and tidying up ... ummm .. I do not hyperbole, but I could have sneezed for more than 20 times. And same sense of wonder for my sisters who had ever stopped in that room ... emang dindingnya dicakarin apa digetok-getok palu mulu yaa sampe pada retak-retak kayak gt? Huhuhu.... rasanya pengen cepet-cepet bikin tuh kamar jadi home sweet home setelah sampe Depok... wall repainted by poppy color plus a large polkadot accents, attached by wallpaper, bed linen with Disney motifs or soft colors, two colors of curtain, colorful cushions on the floor so that I could roll as much as I like, afro doormats ...
But I was only able to go to around July 29th, almost evening from Magelang. Arrived in Depok at 30th. I just bought the rice cooker, garbage disposal, heater, small blankets, and the otheeeers ... I can buy them just after I am there. Enough time? There's still date of 31st, but well, enough time? Tanggal itu pun masih ada acara P3A yang PASTI harus saya ikuti kalau saya sudah sampai di asrama, and that's not including the penalty because I play hooky from the maximum time for not joining the activities, eventhough I have rational reason lho yaa. FYI, start from August 1st, I have to STOP my sleeping beauty habit because it’s the starting time to have latihan PADUS and don’t know until what time the activity is would be completed.
Dunno. Entahlah.
May all the inhabitants of rooms on the 1st floor ... even on all floors of F1-girl dormitory are women who are kind, helpful, not arrogant and saving diligently *rajin menabung maksudnya*. Hopefully the situation can be conducive for learning ... for developing ourselves ...making friends ... communicating ... having organization ... being ourselves and giving influences with good things not only in perspective but as a general * we'll know friends *...
Hopefully I'm ready to live in Jakarta... first time living away from parents and people who were so close so far.
Wanna cry anymore.
I still do not want that my arrival in Depok later would make me lost my mother scolding or commands for task typing from my father. There are phones that can link voices from Magelang to Depok and email that I can use to send the task. But I know, I would not have so many times as usual when I meet Chaty, Annis, Ammy, Kaka, Mami Siwi, Arlin, Audra, all my friends in Magelang and him ...
and maybe you ...
I know this is a selfish, but would you be going to miss me?
I'll miss Chaty, Annis, Ammy, Kaka, Mami Siwi, Arlin, Audra, all my friends in Magelang and him ... someone with Agung as a middle name ... Saputra last name ... and first name, Rizky. I stated again, this may be selfish ... but I'm not willing, if it’s not so.
Sorry for every mistake I did since we have met .. but, actually .. love u pretty sure :)
u are my precious... +rere :3And for the one ... my only one .. I'll try not to think that it was heavy. We have goals and we're already on that road, and until now we were still together. We will continue to be with, well ... I would always miss when we could meet later, because we should support each other ... because we should believe in our commitment ... because we are definitely coming back and realizing all the dreams we always design in almost every our day and day... because I can not forget it and ... because I love you.
:)
I'm sure that u still remember this... and how its taste! :)Boleh ‘kan postingan ini tanpa judul?
Friday, June 25, 2010
hihii :3
rasanya pengen ketawaaaaaa ngepost ini...
sorry for posting this video sweety hahaha aku ga ngelanggar janji lhoo.. ini kan bukan fb / twitter hihihi lagian siapa siih yang mau liat? hhii :p
anyway, suaranya bagus yaa :) *except bagian yang ada bekson ceweknya pasti -,,,,-*
hihii :p
sorry for posting this video sweety hahaha aku ga ngelanggar janji lhoo.. ini kan bukan fb / twitter hihihi lagian siapa siih yang mau liat? hhii :p
anyway, suaranya bagus yaa :) *except bagian yang ada bekson ceweknya pasti -,,,,-*
hihii :p
Sunday, June 13, 2010
setelah HIATUS...
alkisah, saya baru saja kembali dari HIATUS... iya *lagi-lagi* HIATUS yang luamaaaaaa banged... saking lamanya bener-bener ga kerasa kalo setaun sudah terhembus oleh angin sepoi-sepoi... 
*apa deh ini ga jelas banged* huhuhu... intinya udah setaun lamanya ga ada postingan ke blog ini... setaun selama aku menempati bangku SMA terakhir, padahal sumpah ini taun yang bener-bener more than words, makanya saking more than words-nya ga bisa dishare ke blog ini huahuahuaaaaaaa
*ngeles abis*
jadi apa yang sebaiknya saya lakukan?
ya post sumtin in this blog, hehehe... makanya sekarang saya bikin postingan ini *suuuuuumpah tambah ga penting banget, huhuhu
oke-oke... sebenarnya ketidakwarasan postingan saya kali ini disebabkan karena saya mulai canggung lagi nulis-nulis. setaun itu lama banget lhoo.. ditambah lagi 2 bulan terakhir saya sama sekali udah ga ada aktivitas ke sekolah, ga pernah ada tugas... otak mulai kendur gara-gara ga dibiasain mikir kepepet lagi... nulis pun jadi keriting plus luamaaaaaa banget, sumpah ini parah... masih inget banget waktu kemaren ambil ijazah trus mau foto-foto pake camdignya arizsuhud. ceritanya anak-anak sekelas mau pada foto dengan pose pegang ijazah masing-masing. tadinya mau dikasih background papan tulis yang dikasih tulisan LULUS...
ga ada spidol boardmarker... dan ga ada yang mau nulisin di papan..
nah aku yang waktu itu keburu-buru mau balik cz udah ditunggu ortu yang mau ke semarang tiba-tiba pede aja pegang spidol permanent-nya nisyah... eh tapi ga sepede itu juga orang mbak lalal juga bilang, "udah tet gapapa tulis aja permanen gapapa orang kita udah lulus... *sambil rada bisik-bisik* tar kalo udah selesai kita langsung cabut... *muka cundil*"
muka cundilnya mbak lalal bikin pede aja... makanya udah deh langsung seeeetseeetseet...
trus aku tebelin dikit-dikit... aku tipisin... tebelin... sampe huruf U pertama tiba-tiba...
"turun turun turuuuuuuuuuuun! elek! turun turun turuuuun! turun berat badan!"
ternyata tulisanku beneran jelek! keriting...kusam dan berminyak -,- dan inget kan kalo tadi pake spidol permanen. PERMANEN. ga bisa dihapus. baguslah. kita ga jadi ada background lulus-lulusan yeah... itu tulisan lulusnya lumayan gede padahal... keringatku terbuang cuma-cuma. -,-
intinya jangan kira liburan itu selalu membuat orang pintar. memang ada yang mengira begitu?
entahlah. bukti konkrit yang ada... liburan itu justru membuat blog saya tambah hancur... dengan kehadiran postingan ini.
begitu.
boleh tepuk tangannya. hmmm...
btw, bagaimana pun juga... selama apapun saya HIATUS... sehancur apapun blog ini saya tetep mau bilang... i luv this bottle n everythin' within ♥
aku pengen ganti template blog. kemaren udah searching n nemu beberapa yang pas banget di hati..
tapi ga ada satu pun yang bisa dipasaaaaang!
suer aku ga mudeng kode html... dan semua blog yang aku taksir itu ga ada satu pun yang formatnya xml. semua harus pake template classic dan itu artinya untuk ngedit templatenya kita harus mudeng kode html. tidaaaak
! ga jadi ganti template deh.
another option I took... aku rapiin aja deh elemen-elemen blognya. terakhir posting aku tambah video live performnya Lollipop Candy - Cerita Wanita di bawah blog description. eh fyi sebelum lupa.. kapan-kapan tonton yaa videonya, recommended banged buat siapapun yang pengen denger aliran musik campur aduk tapi enak didenger... trust me it works!
nah kembali ke jalan yang benar... walopun enak didenger tapi ternyata videonya bikin blog ga enak diliat... berantakan gitu apalagi setelah aku pikir-pikir, waah backsoundnya ga sinkron *padahal my immortal sampe sekarang masih favorit banget huhuhu* tapi yauda dengan berat badan akhirnya aku ganti juga soundnya dengan lagu yang ga kalah favorit siih... the sweet most memorable song ever... :) liriknya my immortal aku ganti twitter update. selengkapnya bisa diliat sendiri di samping. dan satu lagi.. cbox! hahaha... itu bisa diliat juga disana terutama ada chaty dan nada yang gembar-gembor menyuport kehidupan di blog ini... xie-xie wo peng you...
*apa deh ini ga jelas banged* huhuhu... intinya udah setaun lamanya ga ada postingan ke blog ini... setaun selama aku menempati bangku SMA terakhir, padahal sumpah ini taun yang bener-bener more than words, makanya saking more than words-nya ga bisa dishare ke blog ini huahuahuaaaaaaa *ngeles abis*jadi apa yang sebaiknya saya lakukan?
ya post sumtin in this blog, hehehe... makanya sekarang saya bikin postingan ini *suuuuuumpah tambah ga penting banget, huhuhu
oke-oke... sebenarnya ketidakwarasan postingan saya kali ini disebabkan karena saya mulai canggung lagi nulis-nulis. setaun itu lama banget lhoo.. ditambah lagi 2 bulan terakhir saya sama sekali udah ga ada aktivitas ke sekolah, ga pernah ada tugas... otak mulai kendur gara-gara ga dibiasain mikir kepepet lagi... nulis pun jadi keriting plus luamaaaaaa banget, sumpah ini parah... masih inget banget waktu kemaren ambil ijazah trus mau foto-foto pake camdignya arizsuhud. ceritanya anak-anak sekelas mau pada foto dengan pose pegang ijazah masing-masing. tadinya mau dikasih background papan tulis yang dikasih tulisan LULUS...
ga ada spidol boardmarker... dan ga ada yang mau nulisin di papan..
nah aku yang waktu itu keburu-buru mau balik cz udah ditunggu ortu yang mau ke semarang tiba-tiba pede aja pegang spidol permanent-nya nisyah... eh tapi ga sepede itu juga orang mbak lalal juga bilang, "udah tet gapapa tulis aja permanen gapapa orang kita udah lulus... *sambil rada bisik-bisik* tar kalo udah selesai kita langsung cabut... *muka cundil*"
muka cundilnya mbak lalal bikin pede aja... makanya udah deh langsung seeeetseeetseet...L
U
L
U
S
....
U
L
U
S
....
trus aku tebelin dikit-dikit... aku tipisin... tebelin... sampe huruf U pertama tiba-tiba...
"turun turun turuuuuuuuuuuun! elek! turun turun turuuuun! turun berat badan!"
aaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
ternyata tulisanku beneran jelek! keriting...kusam dan berminyak -,- dan inget kan kalo tadi pake spidol permanen. PERMANEN. ga bisa dihapus. baguslah. kita ga jadi ada background lulus-lulusan yeah... itu tulisan lulusnya lumayan gede padahal... keringatku terbuang cuma-cuma. -,-intinya jangan kira liburan itu selalu membuat orang pintar. memang ada yang mengira begitu?
entahlah. bukti konkrit yang ada... liburan itu justru membuat blog saya tambah hancur... dengan kehadiran postingan ini.
begitu.
boleh tepuk tangannya. hmmm...
btw, bagaimana pun juga... selama apapun saya HIATUS... sehancur apapun blog ini saya tetep mau bilang... i luv this bottle n everythin' within ♥
aku pengen ganti template blog. kemaren udah searching n nemu beberapa yang pas banget di hati..
tapi ga ada satu pun yang bisa dipasaaaaang!
suer aku ga mudeng kode html... dan semua blog yang aku taksir itu ga ada satu pun yang formatnya xml. semua harus pake template classic dan itu artinya untuk ngedit templatenya kita harus mudeng kode html. tidaaaak! ga jadi ganti template deh.another option I took... aku rapiin aja deh elemen-elemen blognya. terakhir posting aku tambah video live performnya Lollipop Candy - Cerita Wanita di bawah blog description. eh fyi sebelum lupa.. kapan-kapan tonton yaa videonya, recommended banged buat siapapun yang pengen denger aliran musik campur aduk tapi enak didenger... trust me it works!
nah kembali ke jalan yang benar... walopun enak didenger tapi ternyata videonya bikin blog ga enak diliat... berantakan gitu apalagi setelah aku pikir-pikir, waah backsoundnya ga sinkron *padahal my immortal sampe sekarang masih favorit banget huhuhu* tapi yauda dengan berat badan akhirnya aku ganti juga soundnya dengan lagu yang ga kalah favorit siih... the sweet most memorable song ever... :) liriknya my immortal aku ganti twitter update. selengkapnya bisa diliat sendiri di samping. dan satu lagi.. cbox! hahaha... itu bisa diliat juga disana terutama ada chaty dan nada yang gembar-gembor menyuport kehidupan di blog ini... xie-xie wo peng you...
hahaha..
terakhir, maaf kalo postingan ini lebay. ah... super lebay. maaf.. bukannya apa-apa tapi kalian setuju gak sih kalo postingan ini lebay? dan yang paling bikin lebay adalah EMOTICON nya... yyeeey! semoga niat saya mau pamer EMOTICON lebay gini sukses :D hihiihihi...
buat yang kepengen bisa search di google... coba aja pake keyword greasemonkey blogger emoticon... ternyata udah banyak banget postingan yang ngebahas ini..
well, have a nice blogging..
live ur life emo :D
terakhir, maaf kalo postingan ini lebay. ah... super lebay. maaf.. bukannya apa-apa tapi kalian setuju gak sih kalo postingan ini lebay? dan yang paling bikin lebay adalah EMOTICON nya... yyeeey! semoga niat saya mau pamer EMOTICON lebay gini sukses :D hihiihihi...
buat yang kepengen bisa search di google... coba aja pake keyword greasemonkey blogger emoticon... ternyata udah banyak banget postingan yang ngebahas ini..
well, have a nice blogging..
live ur life emo :D
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