With a passionate desire I plug the power cord into the wall-outlet then. While squatting I put flashdisk to move the master. Krik ... krik... I wait for the PC sound to work. Still squatting, I just realized if I had not pressed the button to turn on the PC.
Simple but very. Very stupid. Looks like “my disease” relapses, the disease of NOT FOCUS. Lately, I often do daydreaming which usually makes me feel unsteady ... like a ship on the ocean storm, haha. Sometimes I can roar with laughter, smile while rolling crazily and hug Mbammbam .. but I often suddenly-spontaneously want to bite people also (which I subsequently did in Mbammbam, anymore), banging my head against the wall (another crazy thing) or yaa ... crying, silently.
Let me know u. ... this is MBAM MBAM
One of my most loyal partners with all of my current good-bad sleep :)
About a week or so I have to go to Jakarta. INDUSTRIAL ENGINEERING UNIVERSITY OF INDONESIA, my MAIN dream for a future that I have planned carefully from about 1.5 years ago. I was lucky to get there with a “relatively” easy path. Sorry, but it’s not easy for me frankly. I briefly explained that I was praying day and night to make my parents happy with this line while waiting for my PPKB announcement. And I am lucky to be accepted. I should be grateful, right?
I am very grateful surely. But I was not ready. Oh no ... had not ready yet...
Okelah saya tahu tujuan saya ke sana adalah untuk belajar dan membahagiakan orang tua. Dari dulu saya tahu kalau universitas tujuan saya itu lokasinya di Jakarta, dan saya pernah ke sana bukan hanya untuk sekali dua kali, walau saya belum hafal mana-mananya ibukota.
Nah, karena belum tahu mana-mana jadinya asing. huks...
During the next year I'll be living in dormitory. And once again, luckily Lebaran for this year would be celebrated in September, so I still could return to Magelang after a month trial of living there. I'll be living with new people in a dormitory. huuumm ... once again I wanna cry remembering the first time I saw my future room that will be occupied. I used to lived in a messy at home... not folded blanket, loose bedding from the mattress, so many books scattered .... but not for this atmosphere. GROSS. Lots of dust. I'm allergic to dust, every sweeping and tidying up ... ummm .. I do not hyperbole, but I could have sneezed for more than 20 times. And same sense of wonder for my sisters who had ever stopped in that room ... emang dindingnya dicakarin apa digetok-getok palu mulu yaa sampe pada retak-retak kayak gt? Huhuhu.... rasanya pengen cepet-cepet bikin tuh kamar jadi home sweet home setelah sampe Depok... wall repainted by poppy color plus a large polkadot accents, attached by wallpaper, bed linen with Disney motifs or soft colors, two colors of curtain, colorful cushions on the floor so that I could roll as much as I like, afro doormats ...
But I was only able to go to around July 29th, almost evening from Magelang. Arrived in Depok at 30th. I just bought the rice cooker, garbage disposal, heater, small blankets, and the otheeeers ... I can buy them just after I am there. Enough time? There's still date of 31st, but well, enough time? Tanggal itu pun masih ada acara P3A yang PASTI harus saya ikuti kalau saya sudah sampai di asrama, and that's not including the penalty because I play hooky from the maximum time for not joining the activities, eventhough I have rational reason lho yaa. FYI, start from August 1st, I have to STOP my sleeping beauty habit because it’s the starting time to have latihan PADUS and don’t know until what time the activity is would be completed.
Dunno. Entahlah.
May all the inhabitants of rooms on the 1st floor ... even on all floors of F1-girl dormitory are women who are kind, helpful, not arrogant and saving diligently *rajin menabung maksudnya*. Hopefully the situation can be conducive for learning ... for developing ourselves ...making friends ... communicating ... having organization ... being ourselves and giving influences with good things not only in perspective but as a general * we'll know friends *...
Hopefully I'm ready to live in Jakarta... first time living away from parents and people who were so close so far.
Wanna cry anymore.
I still do not want that my arrival in Depok later would make me lost my mother scolding or commands for task typing from my father. There are phones that can link voices from Magelang to Depok and email that I can use to send the task. But I know, I would not have so many times as usual when I meet Chaty, Annis, Ammy, Kaka, Mami Siwi, Arlin, Audra, all my friends in Magelang and him ...
and maybe you ...
I know this is a selfish, but would you be going to miss me?
I'll miss Chaty, Annis, Ammy, Kaka, Mami Siwi, Arlin, Audra, all my friends in Magelang and him ... someone with Agung as a middle name ... Saputra last name ... and first name, Rizky. I stated again, this may be selfish ... but I'm not willing, if it’s not so.
Sorry for every mistake I did since we have met .. but, actually .. love u pretty sure :)
u are my precious... +rere :3And for the one ... my only one .. I'll try not to think that it was heavy. We have goals and we're already on that road, and until now we were still together. We will continue to be with, well ... I would always miss when we could meet later, because we should support each other ... because we should believe in our commitment ... because we are definitely coming back and realizing all the dreams we always design in almost every our day and day... because I can not forget it and ... because I love you.
:)
I'm sure that u still remember this... and how its taste! :)Boleh ‘kan postingan ini tanpa judul?
